Monday, July 7, 2008

the existence of the contract

things really did happen so fast.

buti nga my camera phone is still able to take snapshots of all the events that happened in my life.

hindi naman blurred at pixelated ung images ng buhay ko...

every thing is clear.

sabi ko nga, "malinaw pa sa araw."

ang galing pwede pala yung ganito, in three weeks time, napantayan ni jed lahat ng ginawa ni Adrian for me sa loob ng 5 years...

ngayon malapit na kaming maging 1 month ni jed.. lalo pa yatang natapatan ni jed lahat ng ginawa ni Adrian for me.

happy ako, oo, pero sad narin dahil, imagine, for 5 long years... ganon lang ang nagawa ni adrian for me.

so sad.

pero sabi ko nga, lets just focus for the future.

hope for the best.

so now, let me tour you sa history namin ni jed.

***
mag-kachat kami ni jed since 2008 summer vacation..i think end of march kami nagkachokeran.

since he was so much younger than me, i treated him as my "anak"

ewww.. incest you may say, pero ganon talaga ang buhay!

haha...

mommy nia ako at daddy nia si Adrian..

i was telling him, of course, all the good stuffs about Adrian..

so botong-boto naman siya..

sa life naman niya, he was telling me how sick he was waiting for his girfriend.

his gurl, flew to japan to work and the next thing he knew, she's about to marry a Japanese guy.

poor jed.

at least i was here to comfort him.

***
and the first EB came.

damn, it struck me. bata pala talaga si Jed.

haha.

chubby boy but still with cute chinito eyes.

may funky earrings pa. nice!

***
so continue lang ang aming pagchachat hanggang sa tumilaok na ang mga
alagang manok ng tito kong sabungero...

then, natypan ni Jed ung schoolmate ko, si Darlene.

sabi ko naman, naku, Jed deserved to be happy.

why not diba? ilalakad ko siya.

***
naka set na ang introduction ko ke jed kay dar.

dar already agreed to go online para mapakilala ko si jed

then the most stupid thing in the world happen.

or say, i did the most stupid deed in the world.

"jed, alam mo crush kita!"

***
tanga! bakit mo sinabi un, eh ilalakad mo na nga siya ke dar diba?

BOPOLS.

kaya ayon, imbes na ipursue si Dar.
ampotah.

ako ang nipursue ng anak ko!

eto ang INCEST!

***
then we decided to meet up again.

iintroduce ko si jed sa mga gradeskul frends ko, hannah and hazel.

nag starbucks kami non..

tapos pumunta kami kina Jed.

magnight swimming sana kami, pero sarado na club hauz.

so we ate dinner nalang..

then we chilled.

***
at inabot ako ng disoras ng gabi at sa kanila ako natulog.

oo may nangyari.

kasalanan ko, dahil may boyfriend ako, pero lumandi parin ako.

***

so maybe i was guilty for breaking up with adrian.

i have someone else in mind (and in my heart) then id still go back to adrian.

hirap magpretend na parang okay lang ang lahat.

bothered ako,

dahil gusto ko narin si Jed.

so i ditched adrian.

and chosed jed.

***

AND NOW, THE CONTRACT WAS CREATED.


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